I never thought I’d see this day.

It still hasn’t hit me, its over… It just can’t end like this, it can’t. We were so happy everything seemed perfectly fine. This has to be the worst feeling in the world. All i can picture are the good moments we had together, its all just coming out right now. The first time we met, when you thought i was in Rome. The first time we held hands when i was so afraid to make the first move. Our first date walking around everywhere with your sweaty hands. And the day we finally got together… Our play arguments, fart fights, and just enjoying each others company. All of it’s over. I can’t help but reminisce about the moments we’ve had, you were my first girlfriend, first love and it’s hard for me to let you go. All i can do is give it time, that’s all i can do for now. I’m just hoping this time apart will help you realize that all i want for you is to be happy. Even if it means being without me… Almost two and a half years together and it ends like this. I’m not ready for this, i tried to prepare myself for it but no matter what i would’ve done the result would’ve been the same. We’ve come so far and i can’t picture it ending like this, it just can’t. I’m still denying the fact this even happened. Please…. someone just wake me up already.